At the end of this year's birthday article, I wrote: At the age of 40, I slowly walked towards myself and met myself, at this moment, I just wanted to hug my clear-faced self tightly and say: Honey, you must always be as young as your ideals; You must always be as firm as your beliefs; You must always be as pure as your soul. You must always be so young, so firm, so pure!
Hua Yun is five years old, and I also want to say to Hua Yun: You must always be so young, so firm, and so pure!
------ Li Yiyi
, the road that has already begun cannot be considered a distance - loving you is like loving life
Today Huayun is five years old, for me, it is 1826 days, perhaps, 43824 hours is more appropriate. After typing this line, tears flowed down my face.
How to describe these five years? I couldn't find a suitable description for a while, well, it was that familiar and real feeling, like watching Hanhan stretch out her arms and grin and staggering towards me, like the kind of helplessness that Hanhan refused to close her eyes all night with a fever, like the satisfaction of watching Xiao Zhao Ge play with rolling glass balls on the floor, like the kind of panic that was deeply shocked when he heard Xiao Zhao Ge cough a few times, like the firmness, courage and perseverance that was willing to use all the strength of his life to protect and even create all the beauty in their hearts!
If this is love, then this is it, loving you is like loving life!
Huayun's practice license date is December 10, 2013, in fact, it is already January 10, 2014, and there are only 20 days left before January 31, 2014, the first day of the Lunar New Year.
Hurry up, do what you say, find an agent, look at the house, negotiate rent, and win it smoothly. I didn't care about breathing, and then ordered furniture, pulled wires and network cables, made LOGO walls, installed telephones, bought office equipment, made house plates, etc., which were also a lot of trivial things, and the only people were me and Yan Bing. I remember that at that time, it was often delivered or installed at night, Yan Bing lived in the South Fifth Ring Road, and it was often midnight when he returned home through the Tenth Ring Road. After completion, Yan Bing and I both fell ill, and I was infused with various fluids in the hospital for 6 consecutive days, 3 bags a day.
During the Spring Festival holiday in 2014, I drove back to Beijing from Shandong alone on the fourth day of the new year, thinking that I would start work on the seventh day of the new year, and I wanted to clean up the office to the state of carrying my bag and working. I rushed to the office early in the morning on the fifth day of the new year, as cold as a cellar, and I breathed a sigh of relief, but fortunately, I came two days in advance and turned on the heating, and my colleagues who went to work on the seventh day of the new year would not be so cold. Holding a rag and carefully wiping the new tables and chairs, as well as the green plants and leaves sent by relatives and friends, I thought that there should be a pack of facial tissues on each table, a pen holder, a set of stationery, and the lack of trash cans under the table.
On the morning of the sixth day of the new year, my old classmates called me to ask me to swim together, and when I heard that I was cleaning, they not only came to help, but also bought a bouquet of flowers. It was also the old classmate who reminded me why there was no water dispenser and that I had to contact the water station. So I thought that the office should prepare tea, teacups, coffee, and snacks. JD.com got everything done before seven o'clock in the evening on the sixth day of the new year.
Looking back now, whether the "ignorance and fearlessness" of the "newborn calf" is worth advocating remains to be demonstrated.
2. Use strength to make feelings land
Only when I think of the road of running all the way and growing all the way does I feel that the cold wind is not fearful, and only a strong heart can awaken a spring with warm rain and gentle mountains and rivers. Moving forward courageously requires confidence; Don't give up, you need faith; And indestructibility requires faith. That is the earnest, strong, and fearless yearning of life for the future in the desolate and barren reality!
Before the establishment of Huayun, I had been working as a commission lawyer, living an organized, undisciplined, lazy and loose life. When you wake up every morning, in addition to making work arrangements for the day, you also have to think about how to spend your spare time. Therefore, another part of the job will be to persuade my girlfriend to skip work to chat, go shopping, and watch movies with me. I have declared countless times that I will not choose a 9-to-5 job and spend myself in the office. If you have a job, do it desperately; No job, play to your heart's content - this can truly reflect that a lawyer is a freelancer.
The time came to 2013, and I had a fierce battle with a sudden malignant disease for three months. Through intensive surgery and drug treatment, this desperate struggle ended with me gaining 40 pounds, my physique being destroyed to the point of being extremely weak, and the cancer cells fully atrophiing. There was a chance of luck, so I regarded this experience as a "gift of life". Yes, this time, I began to seriously care for myself, my body and my heart; Begin to think seriously about how to face limited life. It has always been my desire to set up a law firm, and I had so many worries, worries and lack of confidence that I almost gave up this "fantasy". At this time, he became fearless. In this way, Hua Yun was born in "fearless hope"!
Some people say that entrepreneurship makes people change from animals that live regularly to hunters who grow savagely. I would like to add that entrepreneurship has turned people into a hunter who is always full of positive energy, grows savagely, has no limits on life, is extremely happy and occasionally lonely.
After Huayun was established, I always felt that the brain speed was dozens of times faster than before, but it was still not enough. The thirst for all kinds of knowledge has become real and enthusiastic, the frequency, quantity, and type of book purchases are increasing, and the brain is quickly absorbing a variety of knowledge about capital securitization, PPP model exploration, the establishment of various funds, the New Third Board, IPOs, etc. The demand for various experiences has also become direct and urgent, seeking help from seniors and listening to the advice of peers has become the norm, and I always wish I could promote the management methods and business development models of excellent law firms at home and abroad in Huayun. Thinking about the culture, management, business and other aspects of the law firm is anytime and anywhere. I always think that I rarely deliberately concentrate on these things, but when I see the content of a newspaper on the plane that happens to be needed by the law firm's culture, I tear off a piece in public and put it in my bag or simply snatch the newspaper away. Occasionally, when I see a very cultured wall, I will have the urge to move back.
In the past five years, I have been groping all the way, as the leader of Huayun, I have enough autonomy and creativity, so my advantages are infinitely magnified here, so I am always surrounded by a sense of accomplishment that comes repeatedly, and I am excited, until I dance and jump up and down. At the same time, my shortcomings are also exposed here, such as the hard wounds of "focusing on business and neglecting management" often make me passive and frustrated. Occasionally, because of all kinds of setbacks and troubles, I will be sad to the point of tears, showing a lonely and cold cool appearance. More often, I feel a true self: there are some advantages and many disadvantages; Overall, he is a child with hope, because there is still a lot of room for improvement. Writing this, I laughed dumbly, this is the truth of life!
3. Take the initiative to interpret the meaning of life
In the past few years, it has become more and more difficult for my friends to make an appointment with me, and they often joke: It's okay, as long as the business is good, you are busy! Some friends also said: You just have to be too strong, don't be too tired! In a sense, I felt like I had already gone astray.
There is no so-called "business", there is nothing "to be strong", and there is not even the "dream" of the beginning, but I really want to do everything perfectly every day, I just want to live every day the way I want, and I just want to use my strength to make my feelings land.
The arrival of the graduation season in 2016 strengthened my idea.
That year, 3 fresh graduates of the master's degree joined the institute, and it was their best job to come to Huayun. I suddenly felt that the responsibility was much heavier, and I felt that I should make them feel the value of the lawyer profession, teach them more methodologies, let them know how to "apply what they have learned", and lead them to a glittering future, otherwise, I would have failed their choice. I look closely at everyone's work records every day and respond to them that night. At the regular meeting on Monday, I will talk to everyone about feelings, methods, point out everyone's problems and give solutions, arrange various trainings every week, and let everyone share what they see, hear and think.
I enjoy the moments with my colleagues, watching them mischievously make fun in the WeChat group, or "write poems if they don't agree", they are all kind, cute, and all of them are relatively tolerant, and being able to get along with me is proof of ***. However, no matter how hard they work and how good they are, I will always criticize them nitpickingly, and I often say: You are more talented than me, and your basic legal education is better than mine, so I sincerely hope that you will not waste your talents and talents, and I also eagerly hope that you will grow into extraordinary lawyers as soon as possible. I like to use "excellent" or "extraordinary", and I always emphasize loudly in meetings, "I can't tolerate excellence, I want you to be excellent"! I see everyone nodding fiercely, and in fact, I more often reflect on whether to be so harsh.
4. Only with companionship can there be a radiant life
Isn't the structure of the original plan to thank colleagues, customers, teachers, friends, and relatives?
Well, without the trust of customers, all efforts will be unsustainable, and all feelings will not be able to be implemented with strength. I remember that at the beginning of the establishment of the institute, I met many customers every week, and the painting style I often encountered when meeting was: "Huayun? I haven't heard of it before. "New place? How many people? What are the achievements? "Such a beginning, I can't help but be grateful and cherish that *** finally chose our customers, we need opportunities to grow, and we need to verify the path of correctness of our growth statement.
I would like to thank my seniors and teachers who have never given up on encouraging me and supporting me. You never doubt the path I chose to take, but from time to time remind me to "be a down-to-earth person and do things seriously" and "you are still young, you must persist in studying and studying".
I want to thank my best friends, classmates and friends. While you scolded me on the phone, "I will never make an appointment again, I saw you for two hours, and you called for 1 hour and 50 minutes", while you scolded me every now and then, "When you are free, remember to ask me out".
I would like to thank my running lap buddies and my personal fitness trainer. It is you who have developed healthy habits, made exercise an indispensable part of my life, let me experience the tsundere that can measure more than 1,000 kilometers of land with my feet in a year, and also experience the magic of lifting 10,000 pounds of iron in January.
I would like to thank my beloved relatives. I love the sound of "slow down on the road, remember to have lunch" when I go out; I love the lamp in the foyer that won't go out until I go home, I love the hot meals I love to eat at the dinner table in the early morning or at midnight, I love the unconditional support I get no matter what I choose to do, and I love your warm company on the road in this life!
6. With you, I dare
Looking at Jobs' speech at Stanford, he said that he always spends every day of his life as a *** day. I think that if we are so in awe of life, if we are so affectionate about life, then no matter how grateful we are, no matter how we insist on ourselves, no matter how much we cherish the present, no matter how we take the initiative to live, it is not an exaggeration! Therefore, we should make our voices heard and interpret our meanings.
Wang Xiaobo wrote in "Loving You is Like Loving Life": I dare to make our voice heard to the world, but with you, I dare.
Well, the road that has already begun cannot be regarded as a distance. Make a Huayun voice, with you, I dare!